I’ve gotten the question before “how can you live with yourself Nadia, after what you’ve done?”.. Truth is, you can’t.. It’s sits in you, but I’ve tried to change it… I’ve been committing fraud, no secret, therefore I’ve inflicted harm on others, and that I cannot live with, I was that person, but I’m not anymore.. I regret it terribly, and I’ve paid for it.
I know now how it feels to loose everything, to have something taken from you.. Before I was the one that took things from people that did not belong to me.
Because of that, I ended up without a home, and without my son.. I ended up without money and food, I ended up without water. All of the basic things in life was taken from me in a snatch, and that taught me something.
Unfortunately I was greedy and that was why I did it, i did let money control me, and it was an easy way, with no “consequences” I thought.
Would I go back in time in order to change it? Defenently! But I can’t.. I can thank God, for showing me forgiveness and mercy, and despite the things that I’ve done to other people thank him for giving me food and shelter again, I can wholeheartedly promise that I will absolutely not make the same stupid mistake i did in my past.